Ethereal-Euphoria

Damn. Mornings.  I love mornings. Mornings make me hopeful about all the bright chances and surprises the day holds. But.  I hate to wake up early. I mean not that I really hate. I just am so bad at it. So do I really have to wake up this early? Yes well exams on head I guess I should. So here is my first post while I sit here debating in my head if I can go back to sleep for some more time. Well I have reasons. .Good reasons.  Like. "Winters are approaching.  It’s cold.  My bed is warm. I am still sleepy.  It’s not that I have to rush and do something. An hour or a half won’t really make much difference.Yeah. The reasons are “logical”. Girl you can sleep. No wait a second.  Instead. Shut up. You don’t want to oversleep and then be lazy all day. You have loads to study and you haven’t even started. You have a list of tasks for this day. You don’t want your mother screaming at you again. And it’s not that cold. And you are sle...

A restless evening it was. In the crowded bus filled with noises of people..Chattering and laughing a dissonance that could disrupt the train of anybody's thoughts. There she sat at one corner of the bus staring out of the window undisturbed. Lost. Aloof of all the people around. Dressed in those simple jeans and shirt, hair tied in the tight braids and earphones plugged in . Contrary to how ordinary her appearance was, there was something different about her. Very different.  She was not a face in the crowd that would go unnoticed. Something had set her apart. She stared out the window. A still gaze.  Deep eyes trying to see as far as they could. A soft smile glittering on her face. The one she was trying to hide. It kept slithering in back each time she tried to hide. Her smile. What was the reason behind that smile.. Was it the view from the window the streets and the people passing by or was it the music she was listening to or some random thought...

We all have our sour memories of regrets.. Our lives are held back with so many of them. We constantly look back pondering over our actions, words, decisions and the outcomes. Our every now and then never ending yet exhausting travel through the past leaves us with sore thoughts and judgments of ourselves and others.. Stop that at once. Stop the 'what-ifs' and 'what-if-nots'.  Stop day dreaming of what your life would have been had you not done this or that. Stop judging your self on the basis of your decisions. Regrets are burdens that you hold and weigh you down. No matter what you did back then and what you wanted out of it, what you really have today is right here in your hands. And this is all you need.. The thoughts of the past are often so crippling and powerful that they not only consume your today but also the chances that your tomorrow holds.. "Of course, only and only if YOU give them that power.."  It is important to sit back and thin...