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What if I was dead? The "Unsuccessful-suicide" note

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How do I feel right now? A) Contented B) Blessed C) Propitious D) All of the above Answer? D. I am very happy today. More than happy. Reasons? Too many But you know what is it that I think about on this joyous day? I am thinking what if I were dead right now? What if I had killed myself that day when I wanted to? What if I had given up when I so much wanted to? And what if I didn't wake up next day when I so much did not want to? Unlike all other what ifs that we keep weighing in our heads each day, these what ifs have an answer The answer is that I would have missed out on this day. I would not have seen the day when I am carefree, gleeful, strong and almost euphoric.. I was the person I loathed the most back then.. I am the person I love the most today! What changed? Wrong question. Who changed? Much awaited question..  I did Dear tearful pain stricken poor little girl aka past "ME" I am thankful to you for you took that chance on the present "ME...

Unless you know what you truly want.

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I am going through a stage in my life where I have to make some of the most important decisions. Just when I feel over-burdened with this responsibility, weighing each possible option and their consequences I began to realize how fortunate we are who have the chance to get to choose. Only sometimes you get a choice. Because there are times choices are made for you and there are those times too when you have no choice at all. If you are one of those lucky few who have this chance to choose you will often see yourself standing at the face of a fork end of the road. And suddenly the great lines by Robert Frost run through your mind.. "Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both" The question still lies there. Which one should I take. One road takes us on the path of fight and other takes us on the path of a flow. First one will challenge you each day offering a battle in order to reach the final end and the second one is the peaceful ...