What if I was dead? The "Unsuccessful-suicide" note
How do I feel right now? A) Contented B) Blessed C) Propitious D) All of the above Answer? D. I am very happy today. More than happy. Reasons? Too many But you know what is it that I think about on this joyous day? I am thinking what if I were dead right now? What if I had killed myself that day when I wanted to? What if I had given up when I so much wanted to? And what if I didn't wake up next day when I so much did not want to? Unlike all other what ifs that we keep weighing in our heads each day, these what ifs have an answer The answer is that I would have missed out on this day. I would not have seen the day when I am carefree, gleeful, strong and almost euphoric.. I was the person I loathed the most back then.. I am the person I love the most today! What changed? Wrong question. Who changed? Much awaited question.. I did Dear tearful pain stricken poor little girl aka past "ME" I am thankful to you for you took that chance on the present "ME...