Alone is what I have

Is it a curse to feel too much? Or is it blessing? For people who feel everything that happens to them on a level that only a few others can comprehend. Do you think I would have been better off if only I felt a little less? If only I perceived things a little less. If I could see things that surround me like somethings that slide away without me trying to absorb just as bigger a piece I can out it. Will I better off if I couldn’t see a beautiful story in the eyes of everyone I meet? If we were all blessed or cursed with this talent of reading more than what meets the eye when we see the little things people do, would it have made life easier or more difficult? When I had to let go of something that I hold so close to my heart did I let go of something that was in return holding me so tight that feel tied down to it? What is it about freedom? It’s like a drug. It’s like that first love. Once you taste it everything else seems so shallow. Nothing feels intense anymore. The ecstasy...